tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26742558685538858512024-03-14T02:57:15.462-07:00emae`s world.nothing lasts forever, so live it up, drink it down, laugh it off, avoid the bullshit, take chances, and never have regrets. because at one point, everything you did was exactly what you wanted.erikaaaahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11742405929606143587noreply@blogger.comBlogger12125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2674255868553885851.post-83331149613520114162007-08-29T17:28:00.000-07:002007-08-29T17:29:19.728-07:00books.i love books. i'm probably not the only one who does, but trust me, a lot of people laugh at me when i say i love reading. sorry, if whoever you are reading this, thinks the same. but there's nothing you can possibly do. i love books. i really do. lol.<br /><br />anyway, today was ok. oh, before i forget, i arrive at school approximately around 7am, even if my class doesn't start til 8:31am. it sucks, but yes, i do have to wait for an hour and a half, sitting at the cafeteria (or walking around campus) doing nothing, waiting for 8:30 so i can go to my first class. well, what can i do? my mom has work 7:30am, so she has to drop me off to school at 7am. *sigh* so today, that's what i did. wait, wait, and wait. so when i finally get to my first class for the day, i'm like the only student who was actually HAPPY being there. (i know, Jessica, shut up. lol)<br /><br />------------------------------<br />hsbfaiygraksbdaygr!!! i'm so sleepy, im saying random things here. help.me.out. uggghh wake upppp! anyway, today was a normal day, except for this one thing that was bothering enough to leave me thinking and wondering for the rest of the day. until now actually. and that one thing, i can not mention. sorrryyy.<br /><br />so after school, i met up with bea at he parking lot. we went to go eat at Aloha Kitchen, together with her other friend. I forgot her name, sorry, too sleepy. lol. i eat sloooowww, so it took us about an hour just eating there. lol. after that, bea dropped me off at the meadows mall cause my mom's picking me up there at around 4. so that's that. at the mall, i was bored as hell. i was dead tired, and so damn sleepy, i was looking for somewhere i could possibly SIT, withouth people bugging me. surprisingly though, there were alot of people at the mall today (how weird), so there wasn't any vacant spots i could sit at and call serenity. so i walked around, looking like im drunk (yes, that's how tired and sleepy i was, i barely got any sleep last night okay!). until...<br /><br />*flashback to my first paragraph*<br /><br />i went in the borders express store. i hate this store, really. because im all for barnes&nobles woooot woooot!! lol. but it was okay. so yea it took me about 30 minutes browsing through the books, before i decided to buy them. i bought two (young adult) books. the other book was 7.99 and the other one was 17.99! would you believe that? but guess what? i still bought them. hehe. i dunno, i was interested. i read the storyline, and i DID look at it for 30 minutes, so should be worth the money right?<br /><br />okay, i don't have anything more to say.<br /><br />*back to reading*erikaaaahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11742405929606143587noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2674255868553885851.post-49145305148306413412007-08-28T18:53:00.000-07:002007-08-28T18:54:23.063-07:00first day high!whooaaa. i already forgot i had a blog lol. well no one reads this crap anyways so i can talk all i want and express my feelings.. no one's gonna know. ;)<br /><br />okay, first off.. school started yesterday!! aaaacccckkk! i HATE waking up in the morning! but oh well, first day was fun.. everybody was shocked i went back, i mean yaknow, i was gone for 2 years after all. but im glad my good buddies still remembered me. yeeey! =D i got tired though, cmon! no one told me western high is so freakin HUGE now! i can get lost, seriously. they have the 100, 300, and 500 rooms on the new building, which by the way is three stories high. 0_0! there's also the 800 hall, the S portables on the other end, and on the other, far-end side, is the high-tech center. WTF? no wonder they extended the time during passing periods, cause NOBODY can make it to class on time in just 6 minutes! impossible. wow i talk a lot, don't i? bleehh.. i don't even think i'm gonna post this entry. so much bullshit on it haha. oh and after school, i went to the mall wit mark, rhan, and dana. mark (the other mark) and AA dropped us off at the mall and yea we stayed there 'til about 3:30 or sumthing, then my mom picked me up and then yea.<br /><br />today was even more fun though! right after school, i met up with bea at the high-tech center, her car's parked there (yes she has a car now. a cool one! wooooot!) then Gian called me and he said he wanted to go wherever we were going, so we picked him up. I haven't seen the guy in like a year or so, since he moved to washington, but i'm so glad he's back! I missed you Gian!! anyway, he's still the same guy, he was sitting in the back an i was sitting on the passenger's seat, and he keeps touching my hair like i was a dog or something! freakin A. lol, he did that for like 15 minutes even if i was telling him to stop. He said he's addicted to my hair cause it's so soft & smooth. haha so funny, bea was hella laughing. So we were on our way to jollibee (hell yeaaaa lol) but then bea was telling us how christopher (my other long-time buddy) went back here already!! I haven't seen him for 2 years because he went back to the philippines to study there for a while, but now he's back!! so i called him and i told him we're picking him up, and then yea, we did. aawwww christopher!! you haven't changed! makulit parin lol. then we went to jollibee, and since i had money, i treated all five of em (including luigi cause he followed us haha) and then yea, so much fun!!! people were looking at us cause freakin luigi and gian talks so freakin loud, and they were checking girls out, like the ones who work there. haha so effin funny, me and bea pretended like we were on the phone and walked away from them, pretending we don't even know them hahaha. nakakahiya kasi!<br /><br />then we went to that filipino grocery store, and bought some filipino chips! yeeeyyy yummy! then my mom had to pick me up, =( but still, it was a FUN day! my stomach hurted from laughing so much lol. we're such a buncha weirdoes put together haha. i miss them alreadddyy! =D<br /><br />btw, i only have 3 classes a day, so my classes don't start til 8:30 in the morning. it's not too much but it's pretty sweet right? compare it to other students whose classes starts at 7am.. sucks for them! while i get to sleep in for an hour more. hehe yeeeyy! one thing that sucks though, all my classes are HONORS classes!!! what the hell is up with these teachers/councelors?? they think i'm too damn smart or something? well i'm not! ..sooooo NOT! grrrrr.erikaaaahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11742405929606143587noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2674255868553885851.post-49796306509782586772007-03-05T19:27:00.000-08:002007-03-05T19:42:06.921-08:00goodbye world?I'm probably the last one to know about this, but what the heck? The world will end at 2011?<br /><br />So, by that time, i'll be 21. OMG. I don't wanna die. lol. Seriously though, I don't believe in these kinda things but it's just scary to come up with something like that.<br />The theory came from the Aztec Calendar, Calander, Calender? whatever. I didn't really undrestand it but it states something like the world will once again end the second cycle in 2011, leaving it into another ice age.<br /><br />I don't know if this is possible, but who knows? Maybe it'll be like that movie "The Day after Tomorrow" where the ice melts and the cold fresh water goes to the ocean and temperature of ocean drops rapidly, creating some kind of storms which leads to other storms creating an ice age...<br />---but then again, that's just in movies.<br /><br />Gawd, i don't want the world to end! Please no! (not that I believe this theory, but what if it <strong>IS</strong> true? nooooo.) But think about it in a positive way... the next time you tell someone to 'rot in hell', they'll have a 1/4 chance of actually doing it in 2011. haha<br /><br />But seriously, whataver happens, happens. I guess the only thing we can do is to just live each day to the fullest...erikaaaahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11742405929606143587noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2674255868553885851.post-91378598414073232702007-03-03T16:55:00.000-08:002007-03-03T17:47:28.218-08:00almost forgot i have a blog.yeaaa. been a long time since i last posted. i missed this!<br /><br />so, a lot has been happening.<br /><br />1. it's been a week since PBB started. i'm addicted once again.<br />2. family problems left and right. can't help but feel sorry for my mom. she's in the middle of everything. hope <strong>THEY</strong> know what they're doing. please naman, they don't know kung gaano nila nasasaktan mom ko. kapal ha. karma please take care of <strong>them</strong>. haaaay naku.<br />3. charish coming over from san diego next week. :) she's staying here for 5 days. gimik nanaman! wooo.<br />4. been cleaning the house the whole week. nagyayari pala ang himala?<br /><br />anyway.<br /><br />gotta do my homeworks pa..erikaaaahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11742405929606143587noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2674255868553885851.post-61451519816407921682007-02-08T00:22:00.000-08:002008-12-12T20:39:00.790-08:00chucks, chucks, and more chucks!So after 30 minutes, here i am again, posting another entry. haha can't sleep eh. kakainis talaga when you're so used to sleeping at 2 or 3 in the morning. parang you can't adjust na to sleep early. plus, i <em>will</em> be gone for 4 days right? so post lang ng post while i can. hehe<br /><br />so i was surfing the net, and look what i stumbled upon..<br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjRgn7SQkbAQycUpzmiKYO6UAZcaFkbKpZ1A-xBwt-OKxpYxK87y-tH7-R4NDT5S8uu54gNjSS97FdMLWtY5BBiZ0fJSuHApR0u9jTdMuGCOylVVmSnIFTlCAFAcUVIK9KTqT5-OnAsF1oh/s1600-h/34163352_tp.jpg"></a><strong><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgGEGiy6qOkLZPCnjtcEkdU5u_hhsze1jlPCsoACZ-Hqp0sTrqsOGFMwea4Umf4tc2BgudfAhi8_NvsgocbjdwtB560AamqGXCeFoz1dGyv1UfD7JpaK6IiuCjTtO9Nm6vr2-CcIEY1jB7o/s1600-h/34163352_tp.jpg"></a><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj-51oNfuZvZ2oORzv9jYaEuLq6x-a4VktGxeTxOoD1VOK4C9se3GPIMPFJfgWVbwyhm3M7yAtAQ3cmo41sqak_rBJVfL-FxaqtxxPCGP2C1IHGwLHompQljk_ZAWsI_SMJhNLowHpagEpL/s1600-h/34163360_tp.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5029090205872763714" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj-51oNfuZvZ2oORzv9jYaEuLq6x-a4VktGxeTxOoD1VOK4C9se3GPIMPFJfgWVbwyhm3M7yAtAQ3cmo41sqak_rBJVfL-FxaqtxxPCGP2C1IHGwLHompQljk_ZAWsI_SMJhNLowHpagEpL/s200/34163360_tp.jpg" border="0" /></a>chucks! </strong>i particularly love the style of this one! i want it, i want it!! and have i ever mentioned how <strong>addicted</strong> i am to these things? i have about 7 pairs now and my mom thinks i'm going nuts. personally? i don't really think 7 pairs is TOO much. i mean c'mon. and what can i do? i just can't get enough of them. especially this one, wow look at it. i want oneee! just looking at it makes me drool. i swear! i'm so gonna save up for this one.<br /><br /><p>mom.. if for some weird, out-of-this-world reason you found this site and you're reading this right now... <strong>PLEASE</strong>? ;)</p>erikaaaahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11742405929606143587noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2674255868553885851.post-51354436749996559482007-02-06T19:11:00.000-08:002008-12-12T20:39:01.021-08:00Ngek!Ngek!! *Ang TV pose* hahaha..<br /><div></div><div>Sige na nga, dahil sa request nang isang TAO dyan sa tabi tabi.. (itago na natin sa pangalan blu!) hahaha. eto na po, tagalog na ang blog ko. happy? =D</div><br /><div></div><div>hmmm.. lemme see.. today i went to school as usual, tapos deretso sa work ni mami. Since naglilipat sila mami ng mga things from the other office, cyempre chikahan muna kami ni rachel. haha grabe this girl just can't stop talking. lol pero funny sya ha, in fairness. kahiya kasi i was sleepy like hell nung naguusap kami. hahaha but i think she understands naman. eh antok ako eh, ano magagawa ko? lol</div><br /><div></div><div>haaaaaaaaaay. i wanna travel. tagal na namin dream ni Danica ang makapag-vacation sa Japan. 3 years na yung dream na yun, di parin natutupad. pero grabe, ultimate dream talaga yun.</div><br /><div></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhOpZ_lF-GWhhhP65ddjI5pK57C7KbXjTeTrjQWZPsfghmbxCGv6pKYab_-rSdhuz_YnBVd3g5N1qpOTxKiPhTyApc0hnmFTR6efqtByAA4M-W8rXx9ufDHeXpD7HfI-vPYB0wuLURqE3K2/s1600-h/road.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5028627969038447858" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhOpZ_lF-GWhhhP65ddjI5pK57C7KbXjTeTrjQWZPsfghmbxCGv6pKYab_-rSdhuz_YnBVd3g5N1qpOTxKiPhTyApc0hnmFTR6efqtByAA4M-W8rXx9ufDHeXpD7HfI-vPYB0wuLURqE3K2/s320/road.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>oh diba? ganda ng Japan. haaayy how i wish. sana talaga soon na. buti nalang makakapag travel ako sa pinas sa march, kundi maloloka na ko. gaahh i needa travel. sarap talaga. i don't understand people who doesn't like traveling? i mean c'mon, its just the most relaxing thing. hopefully matuloy na. :)</div>erikaaaahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11742405929606143587noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2674255868553885851.post-54740136017455715352007-02-01T00:24:00.000-08:002007-02-01T01:09:23.424-08:00Nothing.<div align="left">Mmm? Don't really have anything to blog about.. I just want to. :D<br /></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"><br /></div><div align="left">Happy updates:</div><div align="left">1. Talked to my principal yesterday. My vacation to the Philippines is all set. Yay.</div><div align="left">2. Went to blockbuster earlier today to get myself a copy of <em>Family Guy: The untold story. </em>(Haven't had the time to watch it though, so can't really talk about it. Maybe on my next post.)</div><div align="left">3. Catched up on my reading. Whew relaxing! <em>...nerd alert</em>.</div><div align="left">4. Catched up on my EATING. hahaha i'm lovin' <em>kitkat</em> nowadays.</div><div align="left"><br /></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">Sad updates:</div><div align="left">1. Was supposed to go to Andrew's later on today but mom didn't let me 'cause I'm goin out tomorrow, and we kinda have this rule that I can't go out everyday (--it should be every <em>other</em> day). Bummer! Well at least I get to go out tomorrow, so I guess it's okay.</div><div align="left">2. Went to Fry's yesterday and bought a connector thingymajig to use on my TV and computer, but still can't figure it out 'til now. Ugh.</div><div align="left">3. My <em>tita's</em> having some really major problems. It's making me worry. Pero tita, if ever you're reading this (which i doubt), we're always here for you. <em>Love you po</em>.</div><div align="left">4. My room currently looks like <em>payatas.</em> Needa clean up.</div><div align="left"><br /></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">Ooohh, and I almost forgot. Here's another happy happy happy update...</div><div align="left">I think i'm inlove. I've been thinking about it for some time now, and really.. I think I AM in love! ..with him.. no less than.. <em>*drumroll here please..*</em></div><div align="left"></div><div align="center"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://pic16.picturetrail.com/VOL686/6389629/13276847/222038784.jpg" border="0" />jaraaan!! STEWIE --from <em>Family Guy.</em></div><div align="center">haha I swear I love him. Can't resist that sexiness. lol</div>erikaaaahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11742405929606143587noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2674255868553885851.post-54503954020504680732007-01-29T21:40:00.000-08:002007-01-29T22:53:28.042-08:00Confused.WTF is happening? The other day I was absofreakinlutely happy, and now I feel the exact opposite. I feel like i'm stuck inside this bottle, floating on a lake far far away, with no one to save me.<br />*smallville clip enters..* <em>somebody saaaaaaave meeeee..</em><br /><em></em><br />Helpless. That's what I am right now. I feel like i'm stuck, not knowing how to move on, and not wanting to (?). I dunno what to do anymore. I feel so confused. It feels like i'm <em>stranded.</em><br /><br />Today I went to Walgreens with my grandma. She bought a birthday card for her daughter (--my aunt), and as usual, being with my grandma in a store = 3 hours of waiting. She took her time scanning through the cards as if it was the most regretful thing she was gonna do if she bought an ugly one. Surprisingly though? I wasn't pissed. I actually enjoyed just looking at those cards in the stand. It feels like I wanted to buy one of those cute little cards with a puppy's face on the cover. It was all too cute. :)<br /><br />Anyway, I was looking through the cards, when this one particular card caught my attention. That was it. I knew it was too familiar. It was the same card someone <em>supposedly </em>gave me about a year ago. I felt tears in my eyes and I literally had to RUN like a lunatic, out of the store to catch some air. As dramatic as it sounds, it felt like I couldn't breathe. I didn't know what to do, I went blank.<br /><br />When we got home, I hurriedly went inside my room, locked myself up, and cried some more. Everything started to rush in. I thought I was over this?erikaaaahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11742405929606143587noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2674255868553885851.post-91422381632938349572007-01-24T00:14:00.000-08:002007-01-24T00:45:21.269-08:00Destiny, or no?I should be sleeping right now, but due to countless thoughts entering my head at the moment, it got me wondering about many things. I just had to get up, face my computer, and well... blog about it.<br /><br />As I was watching "Sana Maulit Muli" (--a drama show aired on TFC) early on today, I was just blabbing and looking for things to laugh about (trust me, I usually find a lot). Honestly, I don't like the show. It bugs me how the two lead stars cannot act to save their lives. But anyway, I wasn't really paying attention to it because my mom was in the room and she was talking about work.. blah blah.. about <em>chismis</em>.. blah blah.. and all that jazz. But then, this scene that came up with Gerald (the lead "actor") and that guy "Mr. Destiny" got me interested. On that scene, the guy was getting mad at Gerald for trying to change how the way things are. I mean... LIFE. Gerald, knowing that Kim (--the lead "actress") would eventually die in the end, tried to change everything to prevent Kim from dying.<br /><br />This is where my question comes up...<br />Can you really change your destiny? Can you really prevent something from happening? Or.. actually.. does "destiny" even exist? Like, OUR life, do we really control our life and decide how the things are going to turn out? Or is it already planned "up there"?<br /><br />No one knows the answers to these questions. All of these are gonna remain un-answered. But one things for sure, I thought.. whether your life is planned out or not, just make the best out of it. Make the best out of EVERY day. People say these things too often that we don't even try to reflect and think about what it REALLY means. So as for me, I am going to make the best out of what I have right now. That way, even if I die tomorrow.. or the next day.. or the day after that.., at least I can say that I took chances, and that my life was exactly how I wanted it to be.erikaaaahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11742405929606143587noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2674255868553885851.post-85760902776643103272007-01-23T18:32:00.000-08:002007-01-23T19:11:39.767-08:00Goodbye Math..Second semester started today. It was fun and weird at the same time. A lot of new students were added to my first period class, and it was funny because they had those "get me outta here" and "i hate this, wtf?" looks on their faces. Hahaha I was happy cause I wasn't transferred. Yay! So anyway, guess what? This semester, from having 7 classes, now I only have 5!! And two of em are electives so it'll be really easy. And best part? NO. more. MATH.!! Hahaha omg!! I think this is the best day of my life. Seriously.<br />--------<br />When I got out of class today, I checked my phone right away (which is what I usually do) and there was two messages waiting for me to read. It was from Charish, and she was having a problem about something and she was really worried and she said she needed to talk to me. So I was about to call her back, then I saw those messages were from last night!! Turned out I fell asleep and I didn't get to check my phone til after school today. So Charish, just wanna say i'm really sorry I wasn't able to call when you needed to talk to me. Sorrryyy. I just needed to let it out cause I was feeling guilty since this noon. Love yah betch. I'll make it up to you. (Mirich thing? lol.)<br /><br />Oohhh and another thing!! I bought a new keyboard cause my old one was kinda fucked up already. Hahaha so i'm using this new one right now while typing this.. and this.. and this.. and yea you get the point. Lol. I love ittt!! Hahaha seriously. <em>Ang babaw ko. </em>It's just that this new keyboard doesn't make any noise. And that helps me a lot, trust me. My old keyboard usually goes *<em>plak plak plak*</em> with every word I type on it. You know what I mean? It was THAT fucked up. Hahaha and this new one really helps cause it doesn't make any sound when I type on it. No sound whatsoever. nada <em>sound </em>(or however you say "sound" in spanish). =D Hahaha you're probably thinking <em>"WTF? she's obsessed with her keyboard!!"</em> but seriously?... nevermind. hahaerikaaaahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11742405929606143587noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2674255868553885851.post-5781725505977391622007-01-22T20:31:00.000-08:002007-01-22T21:03:11.974-08:00Chaos.Today was definitely NOT one of those days. The usual talking-to-Charish-onthephone-til-forever is still there, but a lot has been happening. The best way to describe this day is "stressful". Mostly from school, but with other things too. Gaaahh, I needa switch the topic before I go crazy here.<br />Err.. I'm back to learning to play my guitar again. =) I got pretty tired of it after a week when i first bought it, but now i'm back to being obsessed with it. Haha yay.<br /><br />Anyway, I would like to acknowledge Charish for making her own blog because I forced her to. Hahaha. And also niki (that one girl who's addicted to chocolate. Hahaha niks!) for being my numero uno linko. lol there.<br /><br />Hmmm.. so what else? Oh uhm.. did I mention I ate pizza the whole day? Hahaha.<br />Seriously though, I was reading a discussion board a while ago and I found their topic rather interesting. It talks about the "requirements" before going to bed. Like how you should be positioned and all that stuff. I wanted to post but uhhh.. I dunno.. I didn't feel like it. Hahaha so i'll just post it here..<br /><br />1. The light needs to be turned off. It has to be completely dark with just a little bit of light coming from my window.<br />2. Blanket needs to be able to cover my feet. (I get little thoughts in my head about "monsters" trying to grab my feet once in a while. Haha i'm such a little kid, I know.)<br />3. TV has to be turned on, but on timer for 2 hours... or 3. lol<br />4. My closet and the door to my bathroom HAS to be closed. (or else i'm going to freak out.)<br /><br />Hmmm.. and I guess that's it. =) And speaking of sleep. I needa get somuh those. There's school tomorrow.. so Yeap, gotta go. Ciao.erikaaaahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11742405929606143587noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2674255868553885851.post-75467745631144921182007-01-21T22:14:00.000-08:002007-01-21T22:16:44.822-08:00Finally.Whew. First post.erikaaaahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11742405929606143587noreply@blogger.com0